Thursday, December 18, 2014
I don’t know if I have a name for what to call myself yet. I don’t know if I ever will. But as of this moment something has changed deep within me and I don’t think I will ever be the same again. Every time I read a newspaper, watch television, listen to people talk about “The war on Terror” or how good vaccines are for you. I’ll always feel like an outsider for knowing that by changing my paradigm the world is a completely different entity than what I was told it was.
I’m not the type of person to hold my tongue, so obviously my friends and family think I’m a lunatic. They think I’ve spent way too long living outside of America and have been brainwashed by a cult or some supernatural force. And yes, I think the planet is being ruled by technocratic psychopaths who are attempting genocide on the human race. And no, that’s not an overstatement.
The fact is being away from my country where I’m not an indentured servant gave me the time to think, dream, create, and discover things for myself and so now I see the world clearly.
Entering into this “brave new realm" has led me on a path to greater mental, physical, and spiritual health for which I am eternally grateful. However it also has its drawbacks because not everyone you know and love is ready to step into that realm with you. Sometimes it can be depressing. You can feel very lonely and depressed, like you are losing your mind at times. Sometimes you can feel like you are the last sentient conscious being on earth stuck in an episode of The Twlight Zone.
This realm has taken you from your normal perspective. Some might see it as a negative thing, as a place of gloom and doom. It’s really up to you what you make of it. Now that you have a clear understanding of how the world works,, are you going to use that knowledge to empower yourself; to innovate and create and manifest a new world? Or are you going to huddle into a ball when you realize how deep the lies,manipulation and downright evil go?
I do admit that there is a bit of grieving that takes place during the “awakening process” very much like the Kubler-Ross stages of death. Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance. Some people don’t make it through to the other side to acceptance. Some people don’t bother to move forward and stay in denial. Other people move past denial but get stuck in anger or linger in bargaining and depression. If you can make it to acceptance that that’s where the fortune and glory lies. You must be able to forgive yourself. You have to realize that the trust you’ve put into the system has been thrown in your face. That your intrinsic goodness you posses as a human being has been taken advantage of. That’s OK you’re not a stupid or bad person just a trusting one. That’s how we’re supposed to be. We should be able to trust one another without being taken advantage of.
Now that I’ve made it to the other side I’m excited to see what the Brave new realm is going to bring, because change brings new possibilities with it. Now that you know how things work you know how to fix them if they are broken.
This blog displays thoughts, essays, and videos on the awakening process. I hope to use this as a way to convey my thoughts and emotions and get other people to process their thoughts and emotions as well. I’m in a good place in my life. It is the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.